So I’ve decided I love free airport internet. I think every airport should provide free internet at terminals. Since I have a little free time before I board, I thought I’d just ramble for a bit. San Diego was GORGEOUS!!!! yes it rained, yes I worked most of the time. but i still loved it! [...]
Archive for January, 2008
“i’m just sitting out here watching airplanes….”
January 30, 2008
The Wrestling Match
January 27, 2008
Genesis 32.22-32 God Wrestles with Jacob
A conversation with a friend last evening turned me towards this story. I read it. Then I read it again. It made sense, but at the same time it didn’t make sense. They wrestled, the man (God) touches Jacob’s hip and throws it out of socket, Jacob, although in pain, [...]
still going…
January 24, 2008
I’m still working on John. Last night picked up at 15:18 and read through the end of chapter 17.
“If the world hates you, be aware that it hated me before it hated you. If you belonged to the world, the world would love you as its own. Because you do not belong to the world, [...]
Sacrifice Hurts
January 21, 2008
Following Christ is not safe. This isn’t the first time I’ve heard people say that. Even now, I say it with residual tones of bitterness. But also with a better understanding, I think, of the truth. Jesus never begged for anyone to follow him. He told them the truth…. that Life was in Him, but [...]
Malachi 3.8-12
January 15, 2008
I found it!
“…and thus put me to the test, says the Lord of Hosts; see if I will not open the windows of heaven for you and pour down for you an overflowing blessing…”
Beauty Like a Doe
January 15, 2008
“You see, beauty indwells every woman. Like a shy doe, it reveals itself for a moment, then fades back into cover. Usually it comes when she doesn’t know, when she isn’t trying to make it come. Rather, something is happening that allows her defenses to come down for a moment. For instance, when someone [...]
Squirrel
January 12, 2008
I saw an albino squirrel today… was driving down Trabue Road. pretty sweet.
Little Girl Hiding
January 11, 2008
currently reading: Captivating (borrowed from a friend), a companion book to Wild At Heart.
there is so much truth in that book. painful truth. and good truth. if i can get to that point.
i fear abandonment. i fear not being worth anything. i fear vulnerability (and, at the same time, lack of) even more. i dont [...]
fear.
January 10, 2008
I can see why proverbs 4.23 meant so much to my friend now, why she made such a big deal about it.
im afraid of appearances, i get spooked if a guy wants to hang out, one on one. they have the best of intentions, but people talk, and my heart… hurts. or has expectations… or [...]
Brief Thoughts
January 8, 2008
This post might only make sense to myself, but will serve as mind-joggers I can flesh out later.
Sunday: Communion bread, Brendon’s teaching; Communion/Passover
Scared of myself/motives/Proverbs 4.23/vulnerable?
Captivating/Stealing Cinderella
Sunday morning services vs. JH/707-good point
